another one bids goodbye....

I just want to tag my former supervisor's blog.

sir rey's blog (click here)

Na touched naman ako post nya...

Until now I'm sad thinking about the reason why some of us choose to leave the company even though we so much love each other. Thinking about the people you work with everyday makes you want to stay. But because of unbearable things I decided to move on with my own life even though it hurts me leaving them behind and I know some who also filed their resignation feels the same way too.

One thing for sure...I really do miss you guys...

I am happy in where I am right now...pero iba pa rin kayo...miss ko yung mga times na ginagawa nyo akong laruan (though syempre minsan nakaka pikon...hehehe) miss ko na yung mga asaran natin...at kung anu-anong mga kalokohan.

Sana mag reunion tayo minsan....hehehehehe

last day ko sa Allsec

Hope to see you soon!!!

ang maganda kong picture

kuha sa gaming room sa e-telecare....

grabe ang ganda ko.....
bawal ang kumontra....ang kumontra.....


wala lang....

our master piece

***the updated version

how to heal a broken heart...

I'm not into giving you tips on how to heal a broken heart. I just want to vent out what I feel and the things I did to heal my broken heart because of relying to myself only (relying on my own wisdom, understanding and own feelings)

For the past 3 relationships that I had, I always commit the same mistakes..in every relationship it seems that I'm not learning the lessons that are really common in every relationship that I had. I do sometimes reason out that "Im only human, I do commit mistakes". But I am wrong... I am human I really do mistakes...but I also have God that always get hurt everytime I commit mistakes and also hurt that He is seeing me having a broken heart.

In every relationship that I had, I always setting up my standards and limitations...everything seems perfect at first. But after few months everything is becoming a mess. There are arguments and me left crying. And eventually will end up in break ups...

In every break ups I end up asking myself a lot of questions like: "What is it this time?", "naging imature na naman ba ako?", "am I being selfish?" and a lot more...

Even though I was able to answer those questions...still the past relationships were not successful. And that brings me back to ask God after my 3rd and last relationship 3 years ago.

I got soooo many amazing answer that He can only give me.

I John 4: 19
God’s love is the source of all human love. It is not natural for man to love God. We love Him because He first loved us.

He lead me back in loving Him more than the man that I am with. The reason why those relationships are not successful was I was too focused on how to keep my partner rather than focusing on how both of us will grow our relationship with Him and let Him be the author of our life.

After 2 years of bitterness and hatred because of the pain that caused me. The Lord helped me (as He always did) to make me whole once again. He helped me to be better or even the best future wife for my future husband. The heart that once was broken in a million pieces is now whole and I let God hold it for me and let Him hold the pen that once was mine. I let Him write my love story...I know He is now writing a beautiful tale for me that will lead me to a "happily ever after" ending because He is the one writing my love story and I know He wants to write the BEST love story for me.

I still commit mistakes...but in every mistakes there is the wisdom of the Lord and His loving arms that carry me and His unconditional love that never fails to forgive me. But this time in every mistake that I made there is the learning not to commit the same mistake again (and do it all over again)

I'm still waiting for the love of my life, my prince, my groom...I know he's just here wandering the earth and waiting for me...

I've been always praying for him that the Lord also teaching Him the things that I'm also learning as I'm running my race to glorify God. I know the Lord has the perfect plan on when and how we will meet...He is always telling me these things: "PATIENCE MY CHILD....PATIENCE".

happiness....

Last Wednesday morning, right after our shift we decided to have our bonding session since we do not have

work that night...

Ayun kanta kung kanta ang drama.....

anjoe, leo, me, woah,

paolo (i call him bunso) and bianca

me and leo

survey....

Be honest no matter what....

Who were your latest 3 inbox texts from?

♠ gabs, mark and anjoe

Where was your default pic taken?

♠ sa mang inasal (MOA)

What's your middle name?

♠ Vestido

Your current relationship status?

♠ single...

Does your crush like you back?

♠ i don't know

What is your current mood?

♠ sleepy and lonely (ako lang mag isa dito sa bahay)

What's your mom's name?

♠ Jelyn

What is the color of your shirt the you are wearing right now?

♠ white

If you could go back in time and change something, would you?

♠ of course...

Have a crazy side?

♠ yup...always...hahaha

Ever had a near death experience?

♠ wala pa..and I pray wala ako ma experience....

What is something you do a lot?

♠ sleeping!!!!

Angry at anyone?

♠ nope....i don't hold grudges...thats bad

Do you wanna see somebody right Now?

♠ yup...madami....

Do you like drama?

♠ kindda...

When was the last time you cried?

♠ last week lang ata

Who would you do anything for someone?

♠for good sake...yes

Who is your hero?

♠my one only....JESUS

What is the one thing you notice first with the opposite sex?

♠ eyes and the amazing smile..

What's your biggest secret?

♠ang kulet...secret nga eh...

Where is your ex?

♠ yaan nyo na kung asan na sila...

Would you ever take him/her back?

♠ not anymore...

Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?

♠ if I still have time...its most spent in sleeping...

What are you eating or drinking at the moment?

♠ nothing

Do you speak any other languages?

♠ Filipino and English only

Whats your favorite smell?

♠ nakalimutan ko na yung pabango nung ex ko nun...yun yung gusto kong smell....

Describe your life.

♠ happy!!!!

Have you ever kissed in the rain?

♠ not yet...but..I wanna try that...hahahaha

Do you like the rain?

♠ yes

What are you thinking about right now?

♠ answers to this questions

What should you be doing right now?

♠sleeping hahaha

What is your favorite memory?

♠ times that I learned a very important lesson...at mga tinuturo ni Adda sa training namin nang may masagot ako sa assessment

What are you listening to?

♠ bubbly

Who was the last person you told I love you ?

♠ wala pa....ulet

Do you act differently around the person you like?

♠ kinda..minsan pa cute

What is your natural hair color?

♠ black

Who was the last person to make you smile?

♠ my friends...