birthday ko :D

Birthday celebration ko. My first birthday ever with Bochi. We went to church and worship the Lord together. Pinakilala sa mga friends sa church and they welcome him with smiles :D

Nag lunch kasama ang dalawang pamangkin ko na kasama ni Nanay pa-Manila kasi nagbakasyon sa Cavite, so bago namin ihatid sa kanila nag lunch muna kami...ang cute ng picture nila :)

Pinakilala kila Kuya Bhoyet at Kuya Jonathan. Enjoy sobra dahil na enjoy niya yung pag stay at pakikipag kulitan sa mga pamangkin ko :D

Nanood ng sine "Kung Fu Panda" tawa kami ng tawa :))

Kumain sa Red Ribbon at binigay niya yung gift niya na bag at binilhan niya ko ng cake.

Sobrang saya and full of happy memories ang birthday ko na to. Thank you Bochi for giving me your whole day to be with me on my day :D

Thank you Lord for the past year that's full of blessings, love and fulfilled promises.

Thank you Lord for another year of my life. With new promises that I claim and receive to be done according to Your will and on your best and perfect time. I receive all the blessings that are mine and that no one can depart me from it because all you want for me is good and perfect gift.

I know Lord that Your plan is far better or as I say best than my plans. I lay everything to You.

Thank You Lord for making my day sooooo memorable and fun :D next year po ulit :D

cute

nung sabay kami nagpagupit :D

ako na ang henyo!

may nakakatawa akong experience kahapon.

I was looking for a very nice birthday gift for bochi

so naisip ko bumili ng GC dun sa massage/spa na pinupuntahan niya sa Ermita.

Bago kami magkita kahapon pumunta na ko doon...ang henyo henyo ko talaga sa pagtanda ng direksyon..lumampas ako sa dapat bababaan. So naglakad ako pabalik...at 30min ako paikot ikot sa buong Ermita kasi hindi ko na matandaan yung exact location nung massage/spa na yun.

Umalis akong luhaan..sa sobrang frustration umiiyak akong nag kwento kay bochi...ayun huwag ko na daw siya bilhan ng gift

kaines.

pressure goes to frustrations

For the past years, I've been aiming to go back in teaching as my profession. I tried for couple of times to file my resignation and look for better job - preferably day jobs for me to be able to have time for a lot of things. But I always fail...its either they don't allow immediate resignation or due to schedule reasons. Disappointments and frustrations follows.

For the past few months I always complain about my job, to the extend that I push my self in going to work in such a way that my job is already a burden to me.

But last week...I'm already on the edge of my sanity...I cried for no reason, I felt like my heart will explode in any minute. Eric keep on asking me whats wrong, for an hour I find it hard to answer and at the same time I'm also trying to convince my self that everything is fine. Everything is well.

But I failed to convince my self. Big time.

The truth is....

I'm hurting..I'm hurting how things are going on in my life in terms of my career. I should not be here...I'm supposed to be out there with kids beside me, with children laughing and playing around, with a book on my hand and lesson plan inside my bag.

I'm giving my self until September to correct all these things...I'm starting to read and review for upcoming exam for LET..in God's will and on His perfect time everything will be well.

I'm not happy with the things that's happening now...I'm tired. I'm exhausted. I'm frustrated. I'm angry.


I hate it.

my dream

cute :D

photoshoot!

resulta ng 8 months! :D