taking the risk

On July 8 it will be my last day on Stream Global Services/Etelecare. For 2 years and 9 months it became my home, my life and my world.

Its been great having this kind of opportunity working with Stream, with my co workers, that some of them eventually became my friends, my supervisors and leaders.

Its hard leaving great friends behind, but its time for me to move on, grow and look for better opportunities.

I will miss my friends, I will miss my station, I will miss my everyday routine...but this is life...


I know God has best plan for me...this is just another step...

eto na nga...

Malapit na...ilang araw na lang.

Pero wala pa din ako nahahanap na trabaho..hahahaha

birthday ko :D

Birthday celebration ko. My first birthday ever with Bochi. We went to church and worship the Lord together. Pinakilala sa mga friends sa church and they welcome him with smiles :D

Nag lunch kasama ang dalawang pamangkin ko na kasama ni Nanay pa-Manila kasi nagbakasyon sa Cavite, so bago namin ihatid sa kanila nag lunch muna kami...ang cute ng picture nila :)

Pinakilala kila Kuya Bhoyet at Kuya Jonathan. Enjoy sobra dahil na enjoy niya yung pag stay at pakikipag kulitan sa mga pamangkin ko :D

Nanood ng sine "Kung Fu Panda" tawa kami ng tawa :))

Kumain sa Red Ribbon at binigay niya yung gift niya na bag at binilhan niya ko ng cake.

Sobrang saya and full of happy memories ang birthday ko na to. Thank you Bochi for giving me your whole day to be with me on my day :D

Thank you Lord for the past year that's full of blessings, love and fulfilled promises.

Thank you Lord for another year of my life. With new promises that I claim and receive to be done according to Your will and on your best and perfect time. I receive all the blessings that are mine and that no one can depart me from it because all you want for me is good and perfect gift.

I know Lord that Your plan is far better or as I say best than my plans. I lay everything to You.

Thank You Lord for making my day sooooo memorable and fun :D next year po ulit :D

pressure goes to frustrations

For the past years, I've been aiming to go back in teaching as my profession. I tried for couple of times to file my resignation and look for better job - preferably day jobs for me to be able to have time for a lot of things. But I always fail...its either they don't allow immediate resignation or due to schedule reasons. Disappointments and frustrations follows.

For the past few months I always complain about my job, to the extend that I push my self in going to work in such a way that my job is already a burden to me.

But last week...I'm already on the edge of my sanity...I cried for no reason, I felt like my heart will explode in any minute. Eric keep on asking me whats wrong, for an hour I find it hard to answer and at the same time I'm also trying to convince my self that everything is fine. Everything is well.

But I failed to convince my self. Big time.

The truth is....

I'm hurting..I'm hurting how things are going on in my life in terms of my career. I should not be here...I'm supposed to be out there with kids beside me, with children laughing and playing around, with a book on my hand and lesson plan inside my bag.

I'm giving my self until September to correct all these things...I'm starting to read and review for upcoming exam for LET..in God's will and on His perfect time everything will be well.

I'm not happy with the things that's happening now...I'm tired. I'm exhausted. I'm frustrated. I'm angry.


I hate it.

why oh why....

Am I asking for too much?

malapit naaaaa

1 month na lang birthday ko na. Birthday na din ni Bochi ^_^


Iisip na ko ng birthday wish list. *hmmm*

life nga naman....

parang nabaon ko na sa limot yung blog ko...
because of unexpexted circumstances at dahil na din sa pagiging busy ng lola nyo
nakalimutan ko na mag update ng mga pangyayari sa buhay ko dito sa blog ko....

malapit na ko maging active ulit dito...

antayin nyo lang...hehehehe

ehh anu naman...

BIRTHDAY KO NA!!!

ang wish ko na kainin sa birthday ko ay.....



cake!!!



ice cream!!!



yum yum!!!!

survey....my 2008

In 2008 I...

Stayed single almost the whole​ year?​​

~ definitely YES

Done something you've regretted?​​

~ wala pa naman...

Cut class​?​​

~ nung college ako

Were invol​ved in somet​hing you'​​ll never​ forge​t?​​

~ madami

Visit​ed a diffe​rent count​ry?​​

~ yan ang next target ko

Lost someone impor​tant to you?

~ yung cellphone ko na eriksson

Tripp​ed over a coffe​e table​?​​

~ nope...at wag sanang mangyari yun...

Saw one of your favo​rite bands​/​​artis​ts live?​​

~ nope

Did you meet any new frien​ds this year?​​

~ madami....GO WAVE 78!!!

Did you dislike anyon​e?​​

~ hindi ko yun maiiwsan...

Did you grow apart​ from anyon​e?​​

~ trying to be independent ako eh

Do you have any regre​ts when it comes​ to your frien​dship​s?​

~ nope...

*2008: Your BIRTHDAY!​​*

Did you have a cake?​​

~ wala eh..nasa work ako nung birthday ko

Did you have a party​?​​

~ nasa work nga ko

Did you get any prese​nts?​​

~ meron...niregaluhan ako ng book ng supervisor ko tapos USB ni eder

*2008: All about​ YOU*

Did you chang​e at all this year?​​

~ siguro naman every year may changes na nangyayare sa buhay ko

Did you get your hair cut?

~ yup..nung last saturday lang

Did you chang​e your style​?​​

~ kailangan sa work eh

Were you in schoo​l?

~ how i wish i can take may Masterals

Did you have a job?

~ yup

Did you drive​?​​

~ naahhh

Did you own a car?

~ sana...

Did anyon​e close​ to you give birth​?

~ yup...madami na sila...

Did you move at all?​​

~ yup..

Did you go on any vacat​ions?​

~ yup sa bora!!!

Would​ you chang​e anyth​ing about​ yourself now?

~ yup..

*2008:​​ Wrap UP*

Was 2008 a good year?​

~ yes..

Do you think​ 2009 will top 2008?​​

~ sana...I'm crossing my fingers to meet the love of my life this year..hahaha

I confess that in 2008 I...

(x) staye​d singl​e for the whole​ year

( ) kisse​d in the snow

( ) celeb​rated​ Hallo​ween

(x) moone​d someo​ne

(x) went over the minut​es on your cell phone​​

( ) gotte​n pregn​ant

( ) had an abort​ion

( ) done somet​hing you'​​ve regre​tted

OTHER​

( ) paint​ed a pictu​re

(x) wrote​ a poem

( ) ran a mile

( ) visit​ed a forei​gn count​ry

(x) cut in a line of waiti​ng peopl​e

(x) told someo​ne you were busy when you weren​'​​t

( ) parti​ed to celeb​rate the new year

( ) cooke​d a disas​trous​ meal

( ) lied about​ how old you were

( ) prank​ calle​d someo​ne

In 2008 I...

[x] broke​ a promi​se

[x] lied

[x] cried​ over someone

[x] disap​point​ed someo​ne close​

[x] hid a secre​t

[X] prete​nded to be happy​

[X] slept​ under​ the stars​

[ ] kept your new years​ resol​ution​

[x] forgo​t your new years​ resol​ution​

[x] met someo​ne who chang​ed your life

[ ] met one of your idols​

[x] chang​ed your outlo​ok on life

[x] sat home all day doing​ nothi​ng

[x] prete​nded to be sick

[ ] left the count​ry

[ ] almos​t died

[ ] given​ up on somet​hing/​​someo​ne impor​tant to you

[x] lost somet​hing expen​sive

[x] learn​ed somet​hing new about​ yours​elf

[x] tried​ somet​hing you norma​lly would​n'​​t try and liked​ it

[x] made a chang​e in your life

[x] found​ out who your true frien​ds were

[x] met great​ peopl​e

[x] staye​d up til sunri​se

[x] cried​ over the silli​est thing​

[x] had frien​ds who were drift​ing away from you

[ ] had a high cell phone​ bill

[x] spent​ most of your money​ on food

[ ] had a fist fight​

[x] went to the beach​ with your best frien​d(​​s)​​

[x] gotte​n sick

[ ] liked​ more than 5 peopl​e at the same time

[X] becam​e close​r with a lot of peopl​e

I made it!!!

Yeah! I made it!

3rd honor ako sa training class namin

(di naman dahil sa 3 lang kami..madami naman po kami sa class)

I thank God for giving me this award...

natutuwa lang ako...

so blessed....

25 years of my life here on Earth, at this age, I've been through a lot of struggles, pains, hatred, brokeness and anger. I've been through a lot of trials...family, friends, career and even for my love life. I've been down, stumbled and fall for many times. There were also a time that I hated my self in entering a certain situation that I do not know how to handle.

At the early age, I experience lackness, it started when our house was burned and no place to live. My family move from Pasay to Cavite me leaving behind because I'm about to graduate in highschool and cannot transfer school anymore. I experienced the longingness of the love and presence of my parents because I need to stay in Pasay for 1 year.

I experience 3 hurtful heartbreaks, experience the feeling of getting married soon with all the preparations and the gowns, experience turning down the offer of life long commitment. Break ups that made me think that it is already end of the world.

Even though I experience those things, its still made me realize how blessed, greatful and wonderful I am because of the Lord that is within me. I will not be here if not because of the author of my life. He is the one who made my path straight and bright. Because of Him, I can walk without worries and hatred in my heart. Because of Him I learn to be strong and not lean on my own strength and understanding. Because of Him, I can live my life to the fullest of joy, a carefree life.

The Lord is the reason I am here, that is why He deserve all praises and glory.

I can do all things because He is my strength, my fortress and the author of my life.

ako daw....

while I'm browsing the blogs of my fellow blogmates
I bumped into Kuya Stan's blog...
to my surprissed....aba! bida ako!

eto ang kanyang sinabi sa blog nya

Ernani...salamat salamat.....
kahit di ko minsan gusto yung mga jokes na ni se send mo sa jabber
okey ka pa din sa ken...hahahaha

aba..teka lang...may sakit ka ah...at nakuha mo pang mag post...
ma luffeeeetttt....hahaha

High school survey

THINK BACK TO 4th year high school. Let's see how much you remember and how much you regret..

1. What section were you?
IV-8

2. Who were your seatmates?
Every class nagbabago seat plan..depende sa trip ng teacher...

3. Still remember your english teacher?
di na eh...galit kasi sya sa amin...

4. What was your first class?
Math ata

5. Who were your best[classmates]?
Si Vidal..kasi lagi sya nagpapasimuno ng away...hahahaha

6. Who was your crush back then?
si Bryan...hahaha

7. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend?
None...puro secret crush lang ako nun

8. How was your class schedule?
ok lang kahit maaga...di nmn ako na le late...

9. Made any enemies?
meron...yung baklang kaklase ko...binato ko ng libro...sapul!

10. Who was your favorite teacher ?
Si Sir Sarabusab..physics teacher ko (naging teacher ko na din kasi cya nung 1st year ko...pag wala kami sa room tawag ko sa kanya daddy..ako baby...hahaha)

11. What sport did you play?
Basketball tska volleyball

12. Did you buy your lunch?
Yes...

13. Were you a party animal?
Hindi...umaatend lang ng social party kasi attendance daw...pero buong program nasa upuan lang ako.

14. Were you well known in your school?
Kindda..friendly ako eh...

15. SKIP CLASSES?
Nope....takot ako kay kuya guard...

16. Did you get suspended/expelled?
Nope....

17. Can you sing the alma mater?
Oo....memorize ko pa ata yun hanggang ngayon...

18. What was your favorite subject?
Physics (kung subject lang ang uwian...number 1 yun)

19. What was your school's full name?
Pasay City East High School

20. Did you go to the dances?
Oo...attendance nga...

21. Where did you go most often during breaks?
sa canteen...nakikipag chikahan sa mga friends...

22. If you could go back in time and do it all over, or change something,would you?
ummm....i ta try maging war freak...masyado kasi ako mabait nun...hahaha

23. What do you remember most about 4th year?
ang panahon na madami ako nalaman sa mundo..na hindi alam ng nanay, tatay at mga kuya ko...hahaha...(katulad ng makipag away sa mga kaklaseng lalake at sa bading...)

sa wakas!

may bago na kong phone!!!


salamat kay Leo at na avail namin yung buy 1 take 1


nakatipid ako kahit paano....


at kay tentay na nagpahiram sa akin ng phone
sa monday ko na ibabalik ha...naiwan ko kasi sa bahay eh...soweee...

labs you tentay!

My Prayer....

Psalm 91

1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High
will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.

2 I will say of the LORD, "He is my refuge and my
fortress, my God, in whom I trust."

3 Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare
and from the deadly pestilence.

4 He will cover you with his feathers,
and under his wings you will find refuge;
his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.

5 You will not fear the terror of night,
nor the arrow that flies by day,

6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness,

nor the plague that destroys at midday.

7 A thousand may fall at your side,

ten thousand at your right hand,
but it will not come near you.

8 You will only observe with your eyes

and see the punishment of the wicked.

9 If you make the Most High your dwelling—
even the LORD, who is my refuge-

10 then no harm will befall you,

no disaster will come near your tent.

11 For he will command his angels concerning you
to guard you in all your ways;

12 they will lift you up in their hands,

so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.

13 You will tread upon the lion and the cobra;
you will trample the great lion and the serpent.

14 "Because he loves me," says the LORD, "I will rescue him;

I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name.

15 He will call upon me, and I will answer him;
I will be with him in trouble,
I will deliver him and honor him.

16 With long life will I satisfy him
and show him my salvation."

For 2 weeks...this is my personal prayer...truely..expect the unexpected if you are walking according to His will. He is revealing me things that I cannot imagine that will happen. It may hurt me in the process of obeying Him, but I know in the end I will learn and depend on Him more.

He is my rock, my fortress, a lamp unto my feet, my joy, my provision, my strength, my wisdom, my knowledge, my hope...my God. What more can I ask for! Haaayyy....I love you Lord!

~~roge...so blessed...so filled...~~

My Personality...from d TrAinOr

eto yung result ng sinagutan kong Personality Test from Mace


ENFJ
Apu - The Mentor

Strength

Warm sociable people who are keenly in tune with other’s feeling and perspectives

Weakness

Well defined value systems can make them inflexible in some areas



--imagine that!!! may values pa pala ko sa katawan...hahahaha

nanay..tatay...wag po kau mag-alala..mabait pa din po ako...hehehehe

ako lang naman....

lately...my friends and churchmates keep on asking me these things:

"bakit lately nagiging malungkutin ka?"
"masaya ka pa ba sa ginagawa mo ngayon?"

sabi ko ok lang ako...pero parang ang layo ng sagot ko sa tanong nila...

siguro dahil sa mga nangyayari sa family ko..kaya parang nagiging madalang na ang dahilan ko para matuwa...

pero salamat pa rin sa mga friends ko..mapa church...colleagues...and even my cyber friends (friends ko sa pinoy exchange and kuya stanley)...they are giving me reason to smile...to love life and smile again...hahahaha

syempre..higit sa lahat..thank you kay Lord...I know there are purpose in everything thats happening to me, to my family lalo na sa kuya ko...He is teaching me something....and I need to deal with these things to discover what the Lord wants me to learn....

ang pagbabalik...

after my 3 days leave
eto na ko!!!

back to work

back to reality

pahabol.......
new hair cut ako..hahahahaha...wala lng...

bakasyon grande....

masasabi ko na bakasyon grande toh


bakeeettt....?

kasi nasa bahay lang ako
ninanamnam ang lamig ng gabi sa aking kama....
habang nanonood ng mga palabas sa gabi
na ngayon ko lang ulit napanood

sa mga nanggugulo...di ako affected....hahahahaha

cge laters na lang....nonood pa ko ulit....

miss ko din nmn kayo kahit pano....

sa Thursday na lng ulit...c yahhh!!!!

makulay ang mundo.....

magkakakulay na kaya ang aking mundo????

sana......


weeeee.......wala lang