Wednesday, August 13, 2008

so blessed....

25 years of my life here on Earth, at this age, I've been through a lot of struggles, pains, hatred, brokeness and anger. I've been through a lot of trials...family, friends, career and even for my love life. I've been down, stumbled and fall for many times. There were also a time that I hated my self in entering a certain situation that I do not know how to handle.

At the early age, I experience lackness, it started when our house was burned and no place to live. My family move from Pasay to Cavite me leaving behind because I'm about to graduate in highschool and cannot transfer school anymore. I experienced the longingness of the love and presence of my parents because I need to stay in Pasay for 1 year.

I experience 3 hurtful heartbreaks, experience the feeling of getting married soon with all the preparations and the gowns, experience turning down the offer of life long commitment. Break ups that made me think that it is already end of the world.

Even though I experience those things, its still made me realize how blessed, greatful and wonderful I am because of the Lord that is within me. I will not be here if not because of the author of my life. He is the one who made my path straight and bright. Because of Him, I can walk without worries and hatred in my heart. Because of Him I learn to be strong and not lean on my own strength and understanding. Because of Him, I can live my life to the fullest of joy, a carefree life.

The Lord is the reason I am here, that is why He deserve all praises and glory.

I can do all things because He is my strength, my fortress and the author of my life.

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